That day I spent at Echoll's was a mistake. After a good nights sleep and several cold showers, I realize that now.
Jesus. Who am I kidding? I haven't gotten more than a couple hours sleep since that afternoon. Every time I close my eyes, I think of him--the touch of his hands, the weight of his body again mine.
I shake my head to try to clear my thoughts. I haven't seen him since then--haven't wanted to.
There have been parties, things to break up, underage teenagers to arrest, but I've sent other officers to do it. Maybe I'm avoiding places he could be. Maybe I just don't want to deal with it at all.
I sigh and rub my temples, walking into my office and slamming the door a little harder than I'd meant to. This was going to be a long week.
Jesus. Who am I kidding? I haven't gotten more than a couple hours sleep since that afternoon. Every time I close my eyes, I think of him--the touch of his hands, the weight of his body again mine.
I shake my head to try to clear my thoughts. I haven't seen him since then--haven't wanted to.
There have been parties, things to break up, underage teenagers to arrest, but I've sent other officers to do it. Maybe I'm avoiding places he could be. Maybe I just don't want to deal with it at all.
I sigh and rub my temples, walking into my office and slamming the door a little harder than I'd meant to. This was going to be a long week.
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